I've promised you this post on DB.

So, I suppose it’s time you all learn about Daniel. Long story short, he’s one of my managers, and is very much against the rules.

Daniel is gorgeous. He’s tall, has beautiful blue-green eyes, and has a smile that can make anyone’s day better. His hair, a dirty blonde, is lighter than my usual type, but it just matches him so much, I don’t care.

As if that wasn’t enough, Daniel makes me forget everything bad in the world. He makes me forget when I’m sad. He makes me smile every day. He makes me laugh, even when I don’t want to. He can somehow tell when I’m having a bad day (and I am pretty damn good about hiding it at work) and he does everything in his power to make me laugh, to make those few hours I’m at work wonderful.

I joke at work that I’m in love with him. My coworkers and other managers know that I have a crush on him. But they all believe it’s just a little girl crush.

Only Jaime knows the truth. Well, him and a few people outside of PB.

I want to spend the rest of my life with D. If he asked me to marry him tomorrow, I would in a heartbeat.

Even Grant didn’t have this affect on me. I was head over heels in love with Grant, but even he wasn’t able to brighten a dark day.

Essentially, I’m physically attracted to him. He’ll tell me some dirty joke, or catch something I’ll say as a “that’s what she said” and I’ll immediately get wet. And then I’m emotionally attached. And people I know will tell you that I don’t get my emotions mixed up in things. I’ve only been this strongly attached to someone once before, and he had been my friend for 9 years at the time. I’ve known D for less than one year. And yet, I’d hate to lose him. It would crush me, even to lose whatever you’d call us now. Which is nothing. He’s my manager. We could lose our jobs for becoming friends outside of work. And I want to be so much more.