I feel forgotten.

The past few days have been much, much better than the past few weeks.

I think it's because I'm not worried about J leaving me behind. I'm not worried about him at all. I kind of decided to give it a week, and if I was still feeling better, trying to talk to him again. But E thinks that may be too soon.

She said: With friendship being the goal?
L: Yes.
E: There would still be the issue of he and D.
L: He knows I think he's an idiot about that. But what can I do?
E: I think I'd give it more time.
L: Meh.
E: I know. It's not realistic.
L: It isn't. I have to work with him. With both of them.
E: I just wonder if it'd be worth the effort on your part if he's going to be stupid. Working together is one thing, but maintaining that closeness takes two.
L: And he's only been working to be close to her. Which almost hurts more. Like, it was one thing when he had the gf before our friendship. But she came after. I feel forgotten.
E: His loyalties are skewed.

So, I don't know. I do, really feel forgotten. Even when we talk, all he wants to talk about is his new relationship. Which is nice, and I'm his friend, so I'm okay with that, to an extent. But, come on. There are other things going on in both of our lives that should matter. My life doesn't revolve around his girlfriend. I'm glad things are going great with her, but because of that, things aren't going great with us. And that's not fair.

PS. I'm going back red. Being a Weasley was way too much fun. :)